Hello Fall.

I know you'll be gone next week, so I'm taking it all in now.

I laugh every time.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5WtD23tWJAM

Awesome? I think so.

Inhale.

Some days I forget to breathe.

At least that what it feels like sometimes. I've got so much going on, and then I find myself getting dizzy.

Exhale.

Inhale.

Exhale.

All of a sudden, I've found that I have changed. A LOT! But it's for the good. It's making me a better person. It's making me, in essence, me. I feed myself, I work to pay for rent and school, I clean (!); I don't know why I was so worried in the first place.

I guess I was scared to try something new, even though I was begging for the experience. Now that this change has taken place, it's made a change in me. I gotta tell you - I think I'm ready for some more changes - which is good, considering I have many more ahead of me.

The Only Exception

by Paramore

When I was younger
I saw my daddy cry
And curse at the wind
He broke his own heart
And I watched
As he tried to reassemble it
And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love
If it does not exist
But darlin'

You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception

Maybe I know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone
Or keep a straight face
And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable distance
And up until now
I had sworn to myself that I'm content
With loneliness
Because none of it was ever worth the risk

You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception

I've got a tight grip on reality, but I can't
Let go of what's in front of me here
I know you're leaving in the morning, when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream

You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception

And I'm on my way to believing
Oh, and I'm on my way to believing

Really?

Just a quick thought...




Is it that hard to ask before you borrow my stuff? If I'm not around you, I'm just a phone call or a text away.


Seriously, if you want to stay on my good side, respect me enough to at least ask me. I will almost never deny a request to you unless I have a valid reason (ex. I need to use that item); I promise.

This gets Strike 1.


Trust me - you don't want to get to Strike 3.

Happy Thoughts

I'm feeling a little sad today due to the score of my math test (It was rigged, I tell you!) So, I decided to make a list of some happy things.

• Music - I love music





• The thought of Bronson locked in the Linen closet.





• My Life is Average - So funny (most of the time)




• My new haircut, and how I've noticed more cute guys looking at me :)




• Happy Pictures

• Friends - Oh good times. We need to get together again. Soon!!

• Family - I had no idea I would miss you this much.

• The thought of a new day.

• Writing - I miss being creative.

• Reading (For fun. I read a lot, but it's not for fun.)

20 Qs Survey

1. Show us the inside of something cute

I was tempted to take a picture of Bronson's tonsils. However, I'm too tired/lazy to walk upstairs while Bronson is sleeping. I think you can visualize it.

2. What's the last homecooking you had?

3. What do you miss?

Ty, Bean, Cam, Bubby





4. What makes you laugh often?


Sheldon from The Big Bang Theory





5. What's your favorite word?

It's a tie between beautiful and elbow. You can imagine my enthusiasm when they're used together. (It doesn't happen very often.)





6. What are you trying to quit?


Umm... this, of course.

It's probably not going to happen though, because I need money for school. Technically, this is the only scholarship money I get.

7. What's your favorite commercial right now?

We watched this in my sociology class - funniest thing ever.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t1dERdbgd5Q




8. Whose style do you dig?


Leighton Meester





9. Link to a great blog you've discovered lately...


http://www.thatunreliablegirl.com/

Well, I discovered this blog a while ago, but I still think it's pretty cool. (To be honest, I mostly look and friend's and family's blogs.)





10. Who's someone that inspires you?

Audrey Hepburn







11. A photo of the last happy mail you got :]

The only thing I get in the mail anymore is my T-mobile bill. That's not happy.



12. Something you've got lately?


Insomnia




13. What are you looking forward to?


College Graduation. Then I can have a real job (hopefully).




14. Post a recent snapshot of yourself.





15. Recent Favorite Movie?






16. Something you're working on right now?


Uhh.... This survey.




And homework.


17. If a movie were made about you, who would play you?

18. What gives you goosebumps?

• All movies that have major "happy-ending-kisses" in them.
• The extremely attractive British-accent boy in my BYU ward.
• The thought of eternity.

19. Share a new obsession


Cleaning. And no, I'm not kidding. I'm responsible for most of the cleaning up that happens in my apartment, because I can't stand when it's too messy. Weird, I know.



20. What's the meaning of your life?



To smile and be happy!








(So you can copy and paste it easily.)
1. Show us the inside of something cute
2. What's the last homecooking you had?
3. What do you miss?
4. What makes you laugh often?
5. What's your favorite word?
6. What are you trying to quit?
7. What's your favorite commercial right now?
8. Whose style do you dig?
9. Link to a great blog you've discovered lately...
10. Who's someone that inspires you?
11. A photo of the last happy mail you got :]
12. Something you've got lately?
13. What are you looking forward to?
14. Post a recent snapshot of yourself.
15. Recent Favorite Movie?
16. Something you're working on right now?
17. If a movie were made about you, who would play you?
18. What gives you goosebumps?
19. Share a new obsession.
20. What's the meaning of your life?