Tomorrow

is my day off.

-I'm getting my hair cut.
-I'm cleaning my room.
-I'm going to remember to pay my mom for car insurance.
-I'm (hopefully) hanging out with wonderful friends.
-I'm not going to think about him at all.
-I'm going to exercise.
-I'm starting Season 1 of Gilligan's Island.

It's going to be a fantastic day.

:)

I want this bag.  

Barnes and Noble - I'll be there tomorrow.

Why?  Why do I let myself get my hopes up?  It happens ALL the time.  Somehow, I convince myself that it's different; this time it will work out in my favor, it never does.

I'm trying really hard to get out of this rhythm I've been stuck in for a while.  I feel like all I do is work. And work.  And work. I keep feeling bad for myself, yet I'm not doing anything about it.

Well, that's going to change.  I've got some new feelings of empowerment, and I intend to use them.  I need to start doing more for ME.  I get to be selfish sometimes, right?

I
am
so
confused.

Really.  I cannot keep up with all of these signals.  Come on.  Give me SOMETHING!  Just let me know which way this is going to go.  Do you like me?  Do you not?  Are you flirting with me or just being friendly?

Ughhhh.

Random Thought

There was this kid in my BYU ward named Kirk Hepburn.

I would have married him just so I could name our daughter Audrey.