Time to be somewhat creative before I lose it.

- I miss reading.  Real reading.  The kind where I can sit in my back yard, read-for-hours-on-end, make you laugh, make you cry, reading.
- Looking at new housing for fall.  Already, you ask?  Yeah, that's what I said, too.  I will probably sign a contract by Tuesday.
- Also looking for a new job.  Anyone know of anything flexible enough for a college student?
- My feet are freezing.
- Awesome time on Friday with Justin!  Maybe he's not having as much fun as I am...

- Deathly paper due on Friday.  I'll be lucky if I don't break down and cry.
- Staying up until 2 AM every night this past week = not good.  Definitely going to try to better since I think I'm getting sick.
- I lost my calligraphy pen :( I use that to write creatively in my notebooks.  It helps everything flow better, including my writing.
- This is a pathetic attempt at being creative.
- Don't forget to ask me some questions here.

- Happy Sunday!

Q & A

Have you ever wanted to ask me anything?  Scroll down a little bit to the formspring link on my sidebar or click here and type in your question.  The most appealing thing to you is that it's anonymous.  Go ahead.  For the most part, I'm an open book.

Kool-Aid

Stayed up until 1 AM watching YouTube videos with my roommates and neighbors.


Yeeeaaahhhhhhh......

Bad, I know but I do have some good news.

This was one of my favorites that we watched.

:)

Quirks

1. Even when I try to hold really still, I can't help but rock myself back and forth slightly.
2. I just watch the cheesy parts of movies sometimes; I do it to fill up a hole inside synthetically because I'm so pathetic.
3. I'm one of those annoying people that make comments during movies.
4. When I'm too warm in bed, the only thing I will uncover is my feet.  I can't just take all of my covers off or else I can't sleep.
5. I harshly judge myself all the time, even when I know it's not fair to me.
6. My guilty pleasures include:  Glee and chocolate. And Facebook.
7. I pick at my split-ends when I'm bored.
8. I've never finished a journal/writing notebook.
9. No matter how grown-up I get, I will never get sick of Disney movies.
10. I always need to finish my lists on a digit that ends in five or zero.

:D

Home.

It's strange how my own bed is so foreign to me now.  A few months of staying in a different place and suddenly I don't know where home is anymore.  I hate it.  A lot.

As much as I miss my family, I'm glad I moved out.  I definitely needed this experience; I need to keep growing up.  But home isn't where my family is anymore.  At this moment, home is where my stuff is - Provo.  It sucks.  When am I going to find my own home again?  I miss the feeling of coming home. Not coming apartment.  Haha, that sounds really funny, but you get my point, right?  It's not the same.  It's just as weird to experience as it is to say:

I want to be home.

The Unwinding Cable Car

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Your motive, unstable
You're like an unwinding cable car
Listening for voices
But it's the choices that make us who we are

Go your own way, even seasons have changed
Just burn those new leaves over
So self-absorbed, you've seemed to ignore the prayers
That have already come about

This is the correlation of salvation and love
Don't drop your arms
Don't drop your arms, I'll guard your heart
With quiet words, I'll lead you in

Backing away from the problem of pain
You never had a home
You've been misguided, you're hiding in shadows
For so very long

Don't you believe that you've been deceived?
That you're no better
Than the hair in your eyes
It never disguised what you're really thinking of

This is the correlation of salvation and love
Don't drop your arms
Don't drop your arms, I'll guard your heart
With quiet words, I'll lead you in

This is the correlation of salvation and love
Don't drop your arms
Don't drop your arms, I'll guard your heart
With quiet words, I'll lead you in

You're so brilliant, don't soon forget
You're so brilliant, grace marked your heart
You're so brilliant, don't soon forget
You're so brilliant, grace marked your heart

This is the correlation between salvation and love

This is the correlation of salvation and love
Don't drop your arms
Don't drop your arms, I'll guard your heart
With quiet words, I'll lead you in

This is the correlation of salvation and love
Don't drop your arms
Don't drop your arms, I'll guard your heart
With quiet words, I'll lead you in