Frosty the Snowman

Frosty the Snowman
Originally uploaded by *Sakura*

So, I like to look at flickr.com at the photos and I came across this. Can you believe only four more days until Christmas already. I know I can't believe it. It went by extremely fast. Well, I have to get ready to go to work. Blah.

Will It Ever End?

I feel so swamped. Would you like to listen to my daily schedule?

• Get up and get ready -- a chore in and of itself for me. I'd rather sleep in.


• Go to school -- nuff said.


• Go home and do homework -- not enough time to do it before I go to work.


• Go to work -- exhausting.


• Get home -- finish the homework I still have to do.


• Go to sleep -- and salvage the 4 hours I have before I have to wake up and do the same thing again tomorrow.

It's not fair. I hardly ever get to be with my friends anymore. My pals are having a party on Friday, and I can't go because I have to work. Our schedules never work out. This time is supposed to be the best time of my life, and I barely have time to go out and celebrate it.

I've been feeling very ambitious lately. I have no clue why. For example, today I said hi to this kid I haven't talked face-to-face to since last year (and whom I've liked for a consecutive three years now. I know, I'm pathetic). I actually have the urge to ask someone to the next dance. This is the fifth day in a row I have worn make-up. So I have to ask myself, why the sudden change? I actually think I know the answer. I've stopped caring what other people think about me. Hooray! Just kidding. I care, but not to the extent a teenage girl usually does. Interesting.

Well, I need to pass out newspapers for class. joy.

Over and Over

by Three Days Grace

I feel it everyday it's all the same

It brings me down but I'm the one to blame

I've tried everything to get away

So here I go again

Chasing you down again

Why do I do this?

Over and over, over and over

I fall for you

Over and over, over and over

I try not to

It feels like everyday stays the same

It's dragging me down and I can't pull away

So here I go again

Chasing you down again

Why do I do this?

Over and over, over and over

I fall for you

Over and over, over and over

I try not to

Over and over, over and over

You make me fall for you

Over and over, over and over

You don't even try

So many thoughts that I can't get out of my head

I try to live without you, every time I do I feel dead

I know what's best for me

But I want you instead

I'll keep on wasting all my time

Over and over, over and over

I fall for you

Over and over, over and over

I try not to

Over and over, over and over

You make me fall for you

Over and over, over and over

You don't even try to

Slightly Embarrassed, Mostly Proud

As most of you know, we (my dad mostly) likes to rock out our house for Christmas. What can I say? The guy is dedicated. Take a look.

Pretty crazy huh? Oh well, at least you can tell that our family has LOTS of Christmas Spirit. Each time our lights turn on, or each time I turn the corner coming home from work. My mind automatically starts singing "Hallelujah! Hallelujah!"

As you might have already seen, I was at the Eagar's House and we took some pretty amazing pictures. Since I'm not allowed to post any shots of people (since you can tell who they are) I have decided to cheat a little bit. See, I went home and took more pictures of me with the make-up still on.

Ta Da!

We'll see what my mom says to that. I'm not trying to me a brat, but there are some rules that I don't agree with. In fact, she should be glad this is the farthest extent my rebelling ever makes it to.

Well, since I feel like I have a lot to talk about today, I think I want to show you my Christmas List.

1. An iPod Dock -- Finally!
2. A Dwight Bobble Head -- Freakin' Awesome!
3. An iPod Armband -- Easier to exercise with.
4. A Bookshelf -- preferably big, I like to buy books.
5. A Barnes and Nobel Gift Card -- again, I like to buy books.
6. Gilmore Girls and Smallville Seasons -- should be self explanitory if you know me really well.
7. Hairspray and Nancy Drew movies -- both put you in a happy mood.
8. iTunes Gift Cards -- always useful.

I think that's about it. I feel like I need to do something creative, but if you'll excuse me, I'm exhausted and don't have the energy to get creative juices flowing through my brain. Maybe later in the week.

Short Blurb

I danced with him today in my ballroom class, and I didn't trip all over myself like the last time I was partnered with him. It was fantastic. He has a great smile. (See the following picture to see how I currently feel.)