Need To Say Something

Do you ever feel like there is something really important you need to say, but you just don't know how to say it. For me right now, I don't even know what it is.


A feeling of broken seems to find it's home within me. I can't seem to find where this hole vacated. I want to be warm again. I want to feel again. The bitter hopes I clutch bring no happiness to me anymore. Moving on is the hardest part. I want to live again, but nothing I try seems to work. Save me from my predicaments; your affection and love is what I need to see me through this. Don't raise my expectations. Just come. Come and wrap your arms around me. Forget what happened -- just for one night. I need you. This won't change anything. I understand that. I want to be warm again.

Well that was fun. I have no idea where that came from. I just felt like I needed to say it. Hmmm... weird how that works out sometimes huh?

Happy Thanksgiving

Let me take this time and tell you a few of the things I've been grateful for lately.

• My parents - thank you for not getting on my case about my messy room. It's been very helpful to not have to put that on my list of things to stress about. (I will clean it as soon as things calm down, I promise!)
• My talents - if I wasn't able to do the things I am able to do today, I would probably shoot myself. Writing lets me vent, reading takes me away from reality for a couple of hours, schoolwork is giving me a chance to be something. All of my talents are taking me to my dreams.
• My siblings - for some weird reason I have been able to bond more with my siblings, and they are becoming amazing friends. (If I tell them about this, all I will get is a 'I love you too, Leesha.)
• My friends - a typical teenage answer, I know, but I really think you become who your friends are, and I am grateful to have the best kind of friends there are.

Happy Thanksgiving!

Oh, and I tag Stacy, Tricia, Lindsay, and Hannah to do five random things about themselves.

Hannah, your's I want you to do through pictures of things. :]

5 Random Details About Me

All right, I have been tagged by Suzie to write 5 random things about me that no one knows about. It's going to be kind of hard because I'm as open as a book. I'll try my best though.

1. I love college football. Call me crazy if you want. Heck, I would call me crazy, but I like it. I like watching it with my dad, cousins, and uncles. I have no idea why... runs in the family I guess.
2. There are certain movies I can watch over and over and never get sick of. The examples I can think of right now are Pride and Prejudice, Step Up and She's the Man. I have no clue why. (Ok, 2 of the 3 have Channing Tatum in them. Oh baby!
3. I love Gilmore Girls so much. Jess (Milo Ventimiglia) is amazing and definitely the best of Rory's boyfriends. I am usually completely sensible when it comes to TV crushes, but for him, I melt. Anyway, back to Gilmore Girls--It's a funny and believable show about real life. If you're ever in the mood for a pick-me-up show, this would be my suggestion.
4. I can fit my hand (made into a fist) into a small mouth jar and slip it back out (still in the fist). I remember this one time during a young women's lesson on Sunday where the object was to grab something in the jar, and see if you could take the item and get your hand out of the jar. No one was supposed to, but me, with my small hands, was able to slip my hand right out with the item. Hehe...classic. I ruined the whole point of the object lesson.
5. I am a master at video games. Oh, I know, surprising. I have beaten most of the games we own including, Star Wars, Scooby Doo, any form of Mario games, Pokemon, you name it...

Glad that's over with. That's really hard to do. I'll tag the people I want to do this fun little activity next time.

Guess What?

The most amazing news ever to be recorded in the entire history of the whole wide world has just happened. Ready????????? Yesterday was my official last day of working at ICEBERG!!! That's right. I QUIT!!! Whop-a-diddy-doo!!! Now I have the lovely privilege of working at Robert's Craft Store in Pleasant Grove. (I can hear all of you fizzing with jealousy right now.) So yep, no more fast food for me. I just get to be a normal cashier now. HAHA!


Sorry I haven't had a chance to finish my story yet. It's been a very busy week. I'll definitely try to get it out this week. Well, catch ya later!